No.. I am not that selfish and have never been. I don't engage in self pity. Infact, it is the other way round. I pity this shitty world where everything is topsy turvy. I feel sorry for those zombies out there and the fugly cows in heat. The impotent men and the caged women. I pity humanity and the way things are. I pity us... not specifically me... just everyone of us.
It is a sad sad world. And it's raining outside. And I am all alone ranting to a PC.