Eid Mubarak

I know it's been a long time.. I thought my self-exile to Canada would give me more time to write and blog and read and write and paint do all the things I have always wanted to do.
The truth is that it hasn't. I can't blame it on the place, weather and total lack of inspiration because this too isn't true. You see, the truth isn't something tangible. It can't be as it is a matter of perception.
I don't want to be hard on myself, but perhaps the truth is that I have become lazy. While - in the not too distant past - I could have juggled up to 50 chores - and I swear I am not exaggerating - and packed them all into a day and got them done, I don't think I am capable of completing three today.
This too isn't the complete truth .. because I still wake up early everyday and I seem to be busy the whole day and night but don't ask me what I do during all this time since I really don't have anything tangible to show for it.
I suppose I have mastered the act almost all civil servants are experts at .. seeming busy without having to show anything for their wages.
I don't know what it is. I can't put my finger on it.. but it doesn't matter. This wasn't the reason I logged on today. I just wanted to wish you a Happy Eid.